Curious

scoliosis a common disease among the teenagers' population.Maybe to be more precise it is two percent of all women, and one half of a percent of all men have scoliosis. Most common scoliosis in teenager is Adolescent Idiopathic Scoliosis (AIS).

Scoliosis is a medical condition in which a person's spine is curved from side to side, and may also be rotated. It is an abnormal lateral curvature of the spine. On an x-ray, the spine of an individual with a typical scoliosis may look more like an "S" or a "C" than a straight line. In most cases, scoliosis is a genetic inheritence disease based on the Mendelian Inheritance but with imcomplete penetrance. It is often rare that this scoliosis is not from genetic inheritance. Hence, scoliosis is also known as idiopathic which in forth means that unknown or in latin it is; we are idiot, we don't know what it means. Scientist had been doing research for about ten years yet there is no cure for scoliosis unless surgery which will only be performed when one has a very severe scoliosis till it affects one's daily life.

4th of December 2008, a new member is added to scoliosis group and that is me. I never knew it would happen to me till today it is proven so. I am thankful to God that it is just a mild case for me. I don't know whether will it worsen in the future but I have faith that it will not. Right now at this very moment,I am not afraid. This is not the time to worry about this as great things are awaiting for me, I suppose.

Today, I had an urge that drive me wanna know more about the reason behind almost everything. I would like to spent time seeking reasons behind unsolved mysteries or unknown questions. My curiosity just grown tremendously within myself.

P/S Above is not my X-ray photo.

SPM finally ended.. Yet, the last day was the worst ever...
Accounts, is just shit shit and shit... I only realized that it is Prinsip Perakaunan today when i fill the particulars in my exam papers itself.. This paper really made felt like an idiot (>.<)

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Its 12 am now. 8 more hours to go,I will be sitting for my english paper, it's SPM day 2. I am wondering what am I doing here blogging. I should've tons of sejarah facts to memorize as tomorrow noon I 'll be sitting for sejarah paper 2( the patience testing paper)

I can't help but to write out these words now:

Often people wonder what are friends. Now, when someone ask you what are friends, you ll just need to tell them: Friends are someone that is Fun yet Realistic, Irritating at times yet Exciting, they know when to say "NO" to you when something is to bring negative effect on you, they are sometimes Disappointing but when they do they right thing at the right time, they can really make you Smile!!!

Maybe its just me or what, I find the above quatation really incredible. By the way, there are more elaboration that I will soon write it here..hehe..I found this when I was doing english revision.. It is just tremendous..

time to sleep and study.. good night.. amen

Adios!

Last Tuesday was my form 5 farewell celebration. It was a 3 in 1 ceremony. The cocuricular day, Pn. Chua's retirement day, she was once my ex-geography teacher when i was in form 3, and last but not least, my very one and only form 5 farewell ceremony.
It wasn't that sentimental for me though. This signifies the ending of my high school life as a student. There's a friend of mine who thinks that, graduating from form 5 indicates the end of friendship and all. I don't quite agree though. True friendship are meant to be eternal. This is what I agree with.
I can still remember last year's form 5 farewell ceremony. I see people crying, hugging and smiling. And that was the same thing that happened this time. The faces I will never forget. The memories that I will always remember. Those are the part of the puzzles in my life. Collecting it pieces by pieces and in the end of the day, it will be a complete set of puzzle of mine.
The ceremony ended with the " SALAM" thingie with the teachers. The teachers gave us the best wishes they could. They cried for us and they gave us warm hugs.

radioactive

Went to consult a doctor regarding my backbone pain last week. The doctor wanted me to take x-ray. I remember the time when I was small,4 years old, I once took one x-ray in australia. In my memory, the machine was huge and scary. Its mobile. When I lied down on the steel made table, I was really frightened. I even ran away from the table crying to get my auntie who was wtih me that time.
Again, I took the x-ray last week. Its either the technologies are really advancing or I am really growing up. I felt that the machine was mush more smaller and it is not frightening anymore. LOLX, now then, which is which?

Had been studying for SPM.. I feel so down suddenly.. haiz, what the hell is going on to me.. I can't even belive that I am here blogging bout such stupidity of mine.. how i wish there's jokes for me to listen, funny incidents to be seen and I just hope that I can laugh like hell now... This is highly impossible..

OH MY GOSH!!! The final is finally here.. THE BATTLE BETWEEN LEE CHONG WEI AND LIN DAN IN OLYMPIC..

Today I attended a seminar for BM in USIM, Nilai. The 1st section can be consider good, as the techniques that man thought to write essay was interesting and strategic. BUT, the 2nd and 3rd section of the seminar was like damn freaking boring. And they charged me 98$. Gosh, I feel like being cheated. I could've done something else more fun and productive with that ten hours seminar. Not forgetting that my gastric attacked around 8 o'clock, which means i actually endured 11 hours of my gasrtic pain. It is eventually because I forget to bring along my medicine as it had been quite sometime for the last BIG ATTACKED i experienced.

Sad ending of my day as Lee Chong Wei lose to Lin Dan. Salute both of them. LCW had tried his best and Lin is really flawless.
My feeling now is like 'putus cinta' though i never experienced it XD

WHO PART II

I stunted for a second. A chill was felt behind me. Only one person from the entire of Beverly High carries this aura, Miss. Mont, our principal. “Why are you standing here like a Liberty statue?” This sentence didn’t come out from a normal volume, in fact, it was at high frequency. Even, Lindsay, our school watch cat, get freaked off, whenever it hears Miss. Mont talking at a distance of 500 meters. “Sorry Miss.Mont, I ‘m was,” I paused for a while. She wouldn’t believe if I were to tell the truth as Mr.Parkinson is nowhere to be seen. Well, in this realistic world, we, humans, often need to choose between ‘Honesty is the Best Policy’ or ‘White lies Guarantee your Life.’ In this case, I’ll choose the second option. And so, I replied,’ I witnessed a robbery at the bank nearby and apparently I was late because I lodged a police report. You know, Miss.Mont, as a good citizen, we help out as much as we can.’ OH MAN, I knew it was lame. But at that moment, that’s the best I could think of. Miss.Mont gave me a wicked smile and told me to get my ass into the classroom. Gosh, that was close.

The second day after the leg and abdomen pain.. SHIT, now my ass pain.. WHAT THE HECK... How could you do this to me.. My ASS hurt so much.. sob sob

YAY and YEEPIE!! lee chong wei had finally won the semifinal match and had officially succesfully made himself to go for the final. More exciting games will be on tomorrow. Wondering whether I will be able to watch it as I am attending a BM( bahasa melayu) course tomorrow.



Knew that someone had officially back to single. OHHHHH, its awfull i guess. Neways, life has to go on, and it will. Good luck la,dear..

Received a line that sound like this ; so close yet so far... hmmm, this is definitely something deep or it is more to confusing. Felt something annoying me but just don't know what it is.. Studies? or Inspiration? Well, I believe I 'll know sooner or later.. ahaha..

I found out that this is the ' have sex and have babies season'!!!!!! I currently found out that my school teachers are getting pregnant one after another. 1st I found out that my school counsellor got pregnant next is my previous BM teacher... It all happens, after I spread the rumours of Mummy J got pregnant!!! ahahahahhaha... Wonder what happens when Mummy J read this..

P/S: the baby's BIOLOGICAL FATHER IS>>>>>>>>>>> W.J.B!!! muahahahahaha( this is no joke)

OH MY GOSH, NS( national service) is finally out. Heart throb when i was checking whether I kena or not.. YES!! muahahahahahhaaahahahaahaaahahahahhah=) at last, i didn't get.. yesla tu.. this is my world...

SHIT SHIT SHIT!! have to run 18 rounds around the damn basketball court today for the UBTS. I ran during the beginning of the year and now this is the 2Nd time. I have not been exercising for the past few months. Stamina sure lack off this also if I 've got any.. wakakaka.. It took me 11.04 to finish the whole running thing which is like 1minutes plus later then the previous record. Really slack off much..

After running, my legs immediately show the effects. VEERY VERRRRRRRY SORE!!! Don't have much energy even to walk. Yet, I've got to stay back in school for a History talk on techniques of answering questions. Have to stay till 4.30. Disaster man. Nonetheless, in the end, that talk turn out to be not really productive and so the three of us, me, J and S organized on the spot a history quiz of our own. YAY

President: J
Participants: M and S

After that talk, I thought I was going to head for my English tuition. But eventually due to my teacher is sick, so the tuition was cancelled!I am so glad but it struck my mind when actually, my teacher had been owing me classes and she never replace back. Despite how tired I was, I am actually hoping to go for tuition as trial is REALLY DAMN FREAKING NEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Got home,took my bath, online for a while, ate dinner, and went off sleeping.. Now, here I am, blogging bout life lately..

WHO (part I)last part...

Then, I ran over him and handed him my Biology assignment on the topic ‘Humans lust for love.’ I didn’t choose this topic on purpose. It was him, who made me do this. This is the hardest assignment I have ever done. Firstly, as a fifth grader biology student, I had only dissected around 50 kinds of amphibians, reptiles and insects. I had never dissected any homosapiens. So, I prefer doing ‘Animals lust for love’ instead of what I was given. Secondly, lust and love both have a very diverge meaning. It covers such a wide range that you can’t even finish doing research on it even if you are given 1001 nights. Gosh, is he deaf? I kept on calling like a mad “Mr.Parkinson, Mr.Parkinson,” and he is like “Don’t chase me, I am in a hurry to the toilet.’ And I am sure he wasn’t heading to the washroom.

At last, I caught up with him.

I said,’ Good day, Sir?’ Mr.Parkinson replied,’ Oh, you are, ummm, you are.’ After 45 seconds, (record breaking, it is the shortest time ever for him to take to remember who I am.) He continued,’ Oh yes, you are Miss Kim, Kimberly Wainwright. So, what can I do to help you, young lady?’ I replied,’ Call me Kim, Sir. Here, this is my assignment.’ He stared at my with his big eye balls. I wonder if I had done anything wrong. The atmosphere was a total silent. He took the 2 inch thick file, flipped through it and gave me a wink. And, he went off without saying a second word.

WHO( part I)

Oh, there he is, Mr. Parkinson. Weird name huh? Definitely. Basically, Mr. Parkinson is my Biology teacher. I had been under him for like 5 years ever since I entered Beverly High. He is my favorite teacher under certain reasons.

Mr. Parkinson:

Age: 50

Physical appearance: Round glasses, hunched back, you can see his BIG EYE BAllS even though there behind the round lenses, pale looking, long silver hair which is tied up messily, he is actually tall about 6 feet tall excluding his hunched back, skinny and nice teeth.

Special or Weird characteristic: He actually loves staring people who walk pass him with his big eyes without any reason. Besides that, he always sits at the school’s botanical garden talking to those ants that he sees. In Beverly High, no one really knows about him. Not even the principal, Miss Montana, shortly Miss Mont. The only thing we know is, he was a professor in Oxford University. And why would Mr. Parkinson quit the high paid and honorable job in Oxford and come to Beverly High? There’s sure some secret behind it.

Why do I like him so much? Mr. Parkinson is exactly like his name when it comes to stuff other than Biology. He will not remember who are those who didn’t hand in his works or those who prank him in classroom.

This is an image I found after writing the story below.. hmmm,this is the "Moonland' where Shiyouka and Nathan last meet......

This is a story I wrote for the school'd mag..mayb its lame

Spring that lives forever

Winter ends,
Announcing the arrival of spring,
Coldness is gone,
Allowing warmth to come,
Flowers bloom newly from its seedlings,
New life’s born but mine’s ending.

There are always come and go in this very world we are living in. Some people say, the new wouldn’t come if the old don’t go. It’s the season of spring now. It is such a warm feeling to feel the heat from the sun. The soothing warmth breeze that calm down my mind.

It is 8 o’clock in the morning now in Nagasaki, Japan. Knock, knock. “Shiyou, breakfast is ready.”There goes Maria, my personal nurse, who had been taking care of me ever since the death of my parents. My parents died in a flight accident when they were heading to the United States to find a pair of healing hands for me. They died when I was only 15 years old.

I am Shiyouka Haninozuka. I was named after the flower, Hydrangea, which blooms during this temperate season of spring. I pretty much represent the flower as my mood changes every now and then. Hydrangea changes its colour from white to blue, red, pink or purple according to the acidity of the soil. It is exactly similar with the swinging mood of mine.

I am now, standing by the window sill, looking out of it, and right towards the ‘ Moonland”, the place where only yellow dandelions are grown, which is situated 6 kilometers away from this four-walled room. The breeze made the small tiny little dandelions’ to sway with the direction of it. My ears, listening to the music of spring, sang by the wind-bell that hung by the window side. This is the promised spring of mine. Does he remember our promise?

He left Nagasaki for Toronto the last spring. But, we made a promised that we will meet again the next spring, that is, now. Nathan is my childhood friend. We are bonded with a strong force. We helped each other, completes the unfinished words of one another, we are like two bodies that share the same soul. We are incomplete without one another and so, we are meant to be together.

The sound of the wind-bell assured me that the next morning had arrived. I opened my eyes but I thought I was still in the dream. It was Nathan who appears before me. At that instant I could barely believe in my very own eyes. Those eyes that gives me the reflection of him. I was not dreaming. He did came back to fulfill our promise.

Reuniting with someone who had been far away from you during the spring brings you more warmth than ever.

Last spring, we promised that we will meet up again. And now, here we are again, together. Nathan said he would like to bring me out from the cardiac therapy centre. The doctor gave him permission and we went to the Spring Festival. It had been 2 years ever since the last time I step my foot out of the therapy centre’s ground. The last time I went out was to attend my parents’ funeral procession. The festival was flooded by the people of Nagasaki. The whole street was decorated with colourful flowers and all sorts’ kind of stall was set up. Looking afar from the festive street, I saw the ”Moonland.” I had always wished to go there. It had been two months since Nathan stayed in Nagasaki. Spring is reaching its’ end.

Fate showed its’ cruelty to me. In the midst of a night, my chest pained as if a huge stone was bumping on it and my breathe shortens every seconds passed by. And finally I lost my consciousness. I woke up and found myself admitted to the Nagasaki hospital. I was told that my heart functions poorly as the aortic regurgitation worsen. That evening itself, Nathan secretly took me out to the “Moonland” that I had always been watching from afar. He knew I wanted to come here even though I didn’t even mention a word about it.

No heart beats were felt. The world turns black. I collapsed and fell onto the dandelions’. Nathan screamed aloud my name, Shiyouka. Is that the last word I can hear?

One month later, I found myself, conscious, on the bed in the hospital again. My heart beats strongly yet I felt sorrow deep within it. As if my heart was bleeding, tearing apart. I was told that a donor appeared. And that had saved my life.

Spring ended, and it is now summer. Yet, Nathan is nowhere to be seen, not even his shadow. Soon, I felt something strange. I had an uneasy feeling about Nathan. Yet, I waited for him patiently. Summer ended and it is now the season of autumn. Autumn is the saddest season I have ever had. It revealed me the truth behind my survival, the disappearance of Nathan. “Shiyouka” wasn’t the last word I heard; instead, it was Nathan’s last word. He got hit by a car when he was carrying me back to the hospital at the time when I collapsed on the dandelions’. He died as he tried to protect me from getting knocked down by the car. Not only that, he gave me, a life that I merely lost.

The ever warmth is spring,
And that’s where we met,
The awaits lies on summer,
Where he is nowhere to be seen,
The ever sad is autumn,
As this is when he left me, forever,
The longing visits winter,
Where I spent the nights’ longing for his return,
Here comes the spring, again,
And how should I be now…….

I understand that, the death shall never return and the alive shall move on. As the time will never stop instead it continues on running at its own pace. Here I am, standing in the middle of the “Moonland,” together with him.

I think it had been quite some time that i didn't blog about my daily. haha... hmmm,well, perhaps, I just prefer to be a lazy bump.kaka

Ahem, thinking back the week I had before,it was actually quite hectic since I am ageing day by day.. LOL..

Last saturday, I went to Catholic Highschool in PJ to attend the National BK(bible knowledge) Quiz. Gorilla's car was totally a disaster. I had to seat between David and JG and that has made me not been able to sleep well in the car. My head was just like a fishing rod,my gosh. We got second in state but it is not smth great coz we didnt get into the finals. There people all over from Selangor till Sarawak. The spirits of them should be highly respected. Salute!!!Gorilla brought us to a chicken rice shop, cant believe that I am eating with her..Well, that concludes that the world is small after all.. haha

And that was a week ago.

Now, everything is really over I guess. Umm, days had been like : go school, study, homeworks, gossip, eat, sleep, watch movies etc etc.

Ohya, last Sunday, i went for a movie with J and S. X-files coz Mummy was out of seats. The one and a half hour was like Days and Nights for me. I was still tired over the journey to PJ and after the night talk with my sister. And that movie really is challenging my patience and endurance. It was like a spell to make you to fall asleep. Gosh, thanks to the popcorn S bought that keeps me awake.

Yesterday, I tend to skip school coz couldn't wake up. Real tired + sleep debt, and since it is Wednesday, so, I just did it.ahaha
And now I regretted coz we have to run 18 rounds for the PJ sessions. Lucky me that J hasn't run yet, so, we have got companions. S text me after school asking why didn't i go.. haha, she was so mean.. lol..jkjk

To conclude:
Actually, I was planning to blog bout dailys' like once in two weeks or a week. But, I ll post up the continuation of my newly craps stories here,in my blog. Just like the previous ones,ya, that "WHO,part I"

WHO (Part I)

Heart beat: to the extreme speed
Reason: overslept
Reason: slept late
Biting a slice of plain ordinary English bread in my mouth, I ran at the speed of lightning towards the bus stop. It had been a month since I first transfer into Beverly High, a private school where the rich and mighty goes. Am I one of them? Well, this is quite a complicated question. If you were to say that “oh yes, I am one of them,’ people tend to say you are a booster, boasting around yourself. Yet, if you were to say ‘no, I am not one of them, my family is just ordinary,’ there goes rumors’ saying that you area faker. So then, which is which?

If I were to be the rich and mighty, why am I catching a bus right now? I could’ve just call a driver and drive me to school. Aha, another question marks. Sharp 8 o’clock, I reached the school gate. Lucky I was not late. In this superior school, you can simply see hundreds of Mercedes Benz, BMWs’, Porsches’, Aston Martins’ and many more expensive cars going around the school compound.

I had been blogging for quite some time. Now that I finally cleared up the trash in this blog, I would like to begin a new journey in this life long process. Many of them thinks that writing a blog and letting others to know bout you is totally a crap. ahaha, I do feel so sometimes. Yet, for me, a blog isn't and will not be a diary, nor a confession chamber!! It is a hobby? Shall we say that??

Do I have the flair for writings?I am definitelyt not qualified for a good writer. Even so, I always get excited in writing means. Everytime, I would try out something new, something that differs from those I wrote before.

The conversation with my sis was good and I am not going to deny that, definitely not. I will not be blogging so often as i used to. And I will try out new ways of blogging, something fresh and ...

The meaning of sign CAPRICORN
Tenth sign of the zodiac
Your element: EarthYour ruling planet: Saturn
Tarot card corresponding to your sign: The DevilY
our lucky color: OrangeYour stone: Amber

From your natural element Earth you draw a certain taste for stability, which is a strong characteristic of your personality. Your personal Earth is an Earth that is still in preparation, an Earth that must defeat the obstacles of ice and cold. From Saturn, your ruling planet, you have quickly understood that you can't live more than one life at a time and that choices are necessary.You know the importance of stability and fidelity. You are a person of commitment. When you commit yourself, it is completely, with all your soul. You know how to be faithful when it's worth it.You also have the will to follow the path to which you have committed. You are capable of a great deal of devotion. You can give a lot to others. Your sensitivity is deep even though modesty occasionally tempts you to hide it.You have a temperament which can be described as introverted and secret, and even if you know how to let yourself go you often show much less than you actually feel. Sexuality has great symbolic value for you and is often a deep commitment rather than a passing fancy. You find absolute fulfillment in a complete and stable union as your entire character is made in this image: complete and stable. And all your qualities occasionally make you suffer when others don't respond to your attempts.You cannot abide falseness or the breaking of commitments, and you can suffer from them. In these situations you can let yourself go and, since you rely a great deal on yourself and don't like to make a public display of your feelings, this can create tensions which freeze you up. You are very sensitive and occasionally fragile. If everything is going well you believe that it will last, but if things are going badly you feel your world is coming apart. You fall from a great height, and no longer know what to do.Your relations to the other signs:You can get along with Capricorns, even though they don't always attract you. In fact you have a tendency to occasionally go towards those who can be the most difficult for you, particularly Geminis or Scorpios.You have qualities in common with Virgo, but there is also risk of tension. Tauruses can be very beneficial for you, if you know how to deal with them.This short, unassuming analysis can help you to better conduct your existence. To learn to know yourself better allows you to maximize your strengths and minimize your weaknesses.The people who succeed in life are often those who know consciously or unconsciously to how make the most of their talents, their advantages, and their strengths, while understanding how to maintain control over their weaknesses.

Now is 0030, towards the ending of my piece. I don't know how it will turn out to be as i just crap something out.

Stayed back in school today for tuition purpose. Talked to Edward while waiting for my car. PURE?? Ahahaha, I could never imagine that will come out from his mouth to me. Does that symbolizes pure?? I wonder (==)

The cracking of the brain began 8.00 pm yesterday night. I needed inspiration badly. Yet, i can only barely even have a little bit of it.
1030: The coconut head here is still struggling. I know it is not my limit yet. I can go further and better. S came online. Telling me to finish it up fast. I hope too, as I still have many other things to be done.
1130: S came again. She is finishing. I am still moving at the speed of the tortoise.
0100: S went to bed. It is now me alone.
0130: New inspiration might come with a fresher brain. Knocked off then.

It is now, Tuesday,0927 pm. I started working on the article right after add maths tuition. OMG, I think I just manipulated the whole story. Yet, I am now stucked again. (><)Maybe some peanuts will provide me with inspiration.

People that are at the lowest point are those whom do wrong things but trying to pretend that they are the innocent ones. Lucky me, that I met those people at this age of mine. In future, or even now, that I meet those low class animals again, I 'll know exactly what to do. Show 'em who's the boss!!! ahahahahaahah

This post is just a post to release some anger towards those idiots. Do not get too into it, if you, those who reads my blog isn't someone mentioned above. Those who feel it, yes, you are the one.

AHAHAHAHAHA( evil laughter)