I felt like I am an annoying and pretty much pathetic person...why? why? why????!!!!

right now,i am like this!

its STUFFY!!!! gosh,I am soooooo annoyed.. I felt like I always get stood on important dates by people I ACTUALLY CARE!

maybe I just care too much for the wrong people!

Its been a hell weeks..and I thought I would be able to find some comfort and peace at my hometown with my VIPs~~~~

Looks like,its always two way round in things... it has to be both side for things to work. maybe, me, to them, is just SOMEONE NOTHING MUCH..

again and again=(
Right now my feelings is like this

Felt that there's so so so many things happened>.< hmmmmm~~~ can't really say its good or bad though....
but one thing for sure is my biological clock is upside down ald!!!
After 2 long long weeks, I'm finally back to my hometown...
feels really stuffy sometimes though..is it because I didn't go back home?or???
I still haven finish the 99 things to do in 3 months list=.=