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I felt like I am an annoying and pretty much pathetic person...why? why? why????!!!!

right now,i am like this!

its STUFFY!!!! gosh,I am soooooo annoyed.. I felt like I always get stood on important dates by people I ACTUALLY CARE!

maybe I just care too much for the wrong people!

Its been a hell weeks..and I thought I would be able to find some comfort and peace at my hometown with my VIPs~~~~

Looks like,its always two way round in things... it has to be both side for things to work. maybe, me, to them, is just SOMEONE NOTHING MUCH..

again and again=(
Right now my feelings is like this

Felt that there's so so so many things happened>.< hmmmmm~~~ can't really say its good or bad though....
but one thing for sure is my biological clock is upside down ald!!!
After 2 long long weeks, I'm finally back to my hometown...
feels really stuffy sometimes though..is it because I didn't go back home?or???
I still haven finish the 99 things to do in 3 months list=.=

its time to proceed...

it ll never work out...as...there are too many things in between

ok.....

1st,i started working on the 1st of january...is superb tired...1st day ald see different scenarios.. was wondering how the events ll eventually unfold..

wanted to write more bout my part time life..too tired==
so gotta stop for now..lol
its probably not even 50 words yet..lol

how i wish life is all about doing things u like

simple n pure....

it seems lately,everything's not going according my way...
getting more and more depressing day by day...
urgh......wheel of fortune?perhaps?

the hope to do list

i wanna try~

ice skating

join bakery learning

learn how to brew coffee

learn art of chinese tea but too bad i missed the camp date....hmmmm

go to the beach with friends

wanna have a snow globe for Christmas with train n teddy inside

wanna join gym

wanna learn dancing if possible

wanna do the skytrek thing

wanna meet new ppl

wanna find out the plans for future

wanna keep in contact with f6 friends

hope to know how sweet n jo is doing regularly

wanna have full family gathering

wanna learn pottery but dunno where

wanna do volunteer work with the gals

more to come in mind

dunno which can be succeeded

society,is it a scary thing?
or is it the people in it?
i dont understand

disastrous beginning of a holiday

right when i need someone to be by my side,
non is there,
just when I'm too busy with academics,
many needs accompaniment,
when dark falls upon,
it is meant for to see light easier.........why is it not now?

i'm happy when you texted me first coz den i know u're thinking of me even if there's some other factors=)

Didn't know that i can actually find texting interesting and anticipating till now

Am occupied with a busy schedule of all combinations....


went for a camp in k.pilah for 4 days....tiring

tomorrow ll be attending another 2 days camp at school....very tiring

been given 1 week school holidays.....exicited

full of extra classes and tuitions......boring


really wanna cut short hair like boys........am considering whether i should or should not....

I am all about stress lately=( what am i gonna do??God,pls help me....

am sick and is thinking of ditching school tomorrow...

MEN, are always controlled by their lower part instead of their brain...reckless

mask as a shield

and shield as a protection

to protect you from revealing and being vulnerable

from VAMPIRE to PONTIANAK

I read the book twilight a year ago...there was these 3 lines that sounds roughly like this:

about 3 things i was absolutely positive about.

First,Edward was a vampire
Second,there was part of him,and i didn't know how potent that part might be,that thirsted for my blood
And third,i was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him...

The other I went to MPH bookstore and saw this malay version of TWILIGHT...the 3 lines above were translated into malay...it goes like this:

Ada 3 perkara yang saya pasti...

Pertama,Edward seorang PONTIANAK
Kedua,ada sebahagian daripada dirinya,dan saya tidak tahu betapa kuatnya bahagian itu,yang dahagakan darahku
ketiga, saya sungguh-sungguh mencintai dia...

I don't know why,but i felt the malay version damn funny....haven't get a chance to read the whole malay version novel of twilight though...i guess, it'll be damn funny when the whole thing is being translated into BM....hehe

its christmas eve

Celebrated Christmas EVE with sweet,vincent,sanji and a few ppl which i dont really know... we just chat bout normal stuff..jo was suppose to join us too but last minute cancellation..i didnt blame her coz the reason was understandable...her sis had been discharged from hospital and is returning home tonight itself....and after i got home and online, jo terus say sorry... but i was not mad or anything with her...so its okay JO...u DO NOT NEED TO FEEL GUILTY..

CHRISTMAS IS ALL ABOUT BRINGING IN NEW HOPES AND FORGIVING OLD FAULTS .thats what i feels about christmas la..

So, I hope I will be forgiven for the sin I 've committed ... I too will be forgiving anything...and see future with hopes...

MERRY CHRISTMAS(^.^)

3+1 orang yang gembira dan yang menggembirakan

Today, I'm gonna write my blog in malay...

Video di atas telah menggambarkan 3 orang yang happi..

Pada 21 disember, sweet dan jo telah datang ke rumah aku setelah lama lama tidak berjumpa...hal ini adalah kerana,jadual 3 orang yang masing-masing sibuk.

Kita telah lepak di dalam bilik saya seluruh tengah hari.. Tiba-tiba

Jo bertanya: Jadi mana arang kita?

Sweet: tanya mei wee

aku: huh,bukan sweet beli ke?

Kesimpulan akhir, kena beli pada masa itu.. Jadi,kita pun tiga-tiga jalan ke kedai runcit untuk beli arang.

Pada pukul empat lebih, kita mula mencucuk ayam,hotdog,nugget dan ham untuk di barbeku.Selepas itu,kita teringat rumahku tiada madu. Sekali lagi, kena pergi beli dengan pak cik india kedai runcit itu yang tak bagi diskaun langsung.

6 petang, kita mula membuat api di luar rumah saya.Arang tu memang leceh..buat buat buat tak bakar pun..meletihkan tangan untuk kipas angin..pada 7 lebih,api dah siap sedia untuk dibarbeku...Dengan itu,mulalah barbeku kita yang menggembirakan..

Kita bakar dan makan dan bakar dan makan dengan gembiranya... sampai satu tahap kita kekenyangan.. pada masa itu,kita bercadang untuk ajak seorang kawan untuk bergembira juga di samping untuk menghabiskan makanan..orang itu jiran saya setahu saya walaupun saya tidak tahu rumah dia...

Aku jemput dia pukul 9 lebih,tapi Cinderella tu sampai pukul 12 pula...Selepas kedatangan Cinderella itu,kawan kawan aku dan aku telah dinama nama timangan haiwan...

Sweet---->khinzir

Jo----->katak

Cinderella---->itik

saya------>anjing

4 haiwan/manusia ini telah membuat keputusan untuk berbahasa dalam bahasa melayu dan bertanding tengok siapa lebih pro...hheheeheee...jawapannya tentulah saya...kita telah menikmati bintang yang sebenar dan bukan bintang "porn" si itik..

4 peribahasa telah dicipta:

A) genggam bara api,biarlah jadi arang

B)air yang tenang,jangan disangkka tiada buaya

C)anak yang disayang-sayangi

D)planet pluto dengan satu lagi planet pluto,apabila berlanggar antara satu sama lain,pasti akan meletup(ciptaan saya untuk menggambarkan dua orang yang sama perangai)

perbualan pun terus menerus hingga pukul 6.30 pagi apabila itik kena beredar dan pergi main bola sepak. babi,katak dan anjing berkemas,mandi...dan bermalas=malasan atas katil.. berbual-bual untuk sementara dan tertidur sampai pulul 10 lebih...kita bual atas katil dan makan tengah hari pukul 2...lepas tu bual lagi...lepas tu makan ice cream yang sangat bercoklat dan sedap...kita "cheers" dengan cawan ice cream...

Pada pukul 5-6,babi dan katak pun dah pulang ke kandang masing-masing...

Masa dengan babi dan katak memang gembira...

Anjing berharap,setiap kali pun boleh segembira ini apabila bersama ngan mereka...walaupun,kita tak boleh jumpa kerap,tetapi,mungkin inilah punca kegembiraan dan "bonding" yang baik=)

Jom buat parti baju tidur lain kali X)

shall I avoid disappointment

or shall I hold onto hope

shall I avoid disappointment

or shall I hold onto hope

=( i am not happy

Holidays are:

food,food and more food.... sleep,sleep and sleep more....

Had been pushing myself to so revision everyday...at least something a day.....after all, its holiday...lets just have fun...revision can wait..

I was actually looking forward for tomorrow's event which is ice skating at sunway pyramid with f6 classmates...After so much of confirmation and delay, i thought for sure tomorrow is the day to be...however, i got stood up again...it was cancelled last minute...i can't believe this....i wish i never participated .... hence, i ll not be dissappointed...

Mom's got plan with her friend tomorrow since i told her earlier that i will be going out. Now,i am all left alone in home...